i shood know better ; u never leave the one u love for the one u like, for the one u like will leave u for the one they love . i’ve been thru tht before . i’m not sure wat i was expecting . i thought maybe if i was single, things btwn us wood go back to the way they were . but tht was months ago, i havent tlkd to u in months . & now out of the blue, i come out of no where & expect things to be the same . its clear u’ve moved on . & i juss have bad timing . i dont want to give up on us, but it hurts so bad to juss think about u with someone else . i have no obligations to u, & nor do u to i . but i wood like to change tht, i’m juss not sure how . & now i’m stuck in btwn a rock & a hard place . i want u & i feel so alone, & yet i’m carrying on with the one i put u down for . am i stupid ? i must be stupid, to juss think tht u wood drop everything for me . i want u to want me . maybe all i can do, is be ur friend . bc if nothing else, at the end of the day i want u to be my friend, to be in my life . </3